Sway to the rythm of love!

Okay, so lately I have been looking at my life like a timeline. So many teenagers think that high school is the best time of their life and that it will never get better than the parties and drama! I beg to differ children! Our high school years are short compared to the rest of our lives! I mean sure, high school is a time for self discovery and stupid mistakes, but life goes on and we grow and flourish into adults, and all this crap you are obsessed with doesn't matter anymore! Maybe you can sense a little bit of bitterness? I would like to just make a quick shout out to the people who cause and love drama. NO ONE CARES!!! So what if so and so kissed so and so. WHO CARES if she said this about her but she told so and so not to tell that guy...Confused? Me too, all the time. Maybe I'm just not small minded enough to understand all this crap. People like this make me not want to go out and just have fun. I'm afraid that if I do just let loose and be myself that I will get ridiculed and then the rumors start! Speaking from experience. It sucks. So seeing how this actually happened to me this weekend (I'm not going to go into details because its stupid and doesn't matter) I want to develop a new philosophy to help me just power through these tough times!! After a long day of being stuck in my head with my thoughts I came up with this! I deserve to be happy, and in order to be happy, I'm going to do what I want! Within reason of course because there is always the consequences. But sometimes the consequences are not within reason so I decided I will be the judge of what I deserve when it comes to consequences. I don't have to let people treat me anyway I don't want to be treated! So I'm going to start focusing on my happiness. Just have fun in my last year of high school. Go out with my friends, kiss boys, dance all night and laugh until it hurts. Just really live life! Who cares what people say about me. Clearly they aren't worth my time if they think little of me. Screw them I think! I want to look back on my life and be like HELL YEAH high school was so much fun! I'm just going to live my life with no regrets. So to everyone who wants to try and wreck this for me, try it, I dare you!