Loser like me

So, why do people feel the need to try and make me miserable. Its beyond me. Why do they judge, ridicule, hurt and belittle me? Is it because they are so insecure in their own skin that they feel they need to try and prove to themselves that they are better than me? Well whatever their reasoning may be, I will not let it get to me. I know that I have accomplished so much for myself. I know that whatever I do, it's with a goal in mind. I know that I am a good person who will do anything to see a smile on other people's faces, because no one deserves to be sad.
My life has been so busy lately, full of ups and downs that its been hard to keep a smile on my face. But as soon as I find myself feeling sorry for myself I try to keep in mind that everything happens for a reason. Everything that happens to me is going to shape me into a more responsible person. It's these sort of life experiences that can teach me more about human nature, why people act the way they do. And I can learn from them and shape my life around whether or not I want to be that sort of person. With every negative there is bound to be a positive. So whether it's getting treated like a nobody in high school, or fighting with your parents, or losing a family member, they all help shape who you want to be in life. Live and learn. Things happen in life to teach us who we really are. Be grateful for everything, because it happens for a reason.