Up Means Down!

Sometimes when I think about having to grow up I feel like throwing up! It's just a terrifying thought. I'm having so much fun just being a kid. I have such a good life right now I am afraid for things to have to change! I have the most amazing boyfriend ever and I have the greatest best friend and the most supportive and loving family members! Right now the way I see it is everything is so perfect that if it changes...what if I don't like it anymore!! But, I suppose even if I do get older I guess I don't really have to "grow up". I mean I have so much fun with life. I laugh as much as I possibly can, I show as much love as I have inside me and I have fun in any situation that is passed my way. I think life will be just great if I can hold onto these qualities wherever I end up! The only hard part is leaving the people that make me this happy behind =( AAHH! Life sometimes is just tricky. I think I'm just going to leave this topic alone for a little while longer!